And we're. all. dead. now. (deathintears) wrote,
And we're. all. dead. now.

Rantin' like Dennis Miller.

"You guys don't eat white bread anymore? They say wheat bread is made with sawdust. You'd rather eat sawdust than regular flour, huh?"

That's my dad. The imbecile.

Eddie came over a bit ago and told my parents that he feels like they made him too afraid of things and he doesn't want them to do that to Aiden. My dad was sure that this wasn't true. My brother was too afraid to play football because of my parents and my dad said, "I was just telling you about my experience. You get hit in the face a lot when you play football. If you like getting hit in the face, then that's fine. I don't like getting hit in the face." Then Aiden, who is 3, said he'd like to be a firefighter. My dad said, "You don't want to do that, you'll get all burned up." Case closed.

This is a fucking rant. I am in a shitty mood and I'm just depressed today. I've actually been wanting to write about how fucking annoying my father is lately.

We have new neighbors who are kind of obnoxious. My dad called the cops of them a fucking million times.. Because they dance in the street and sell marijuana. Hmm. But he goes into the garage all of the time to listen for them or see what they're doing. It's fucking disgustingly annoying. AND he makes racist comments about them all of the time. He tells me and Joe constantly, "They were out dancing in the street.. about ten of them, so I called the cops." He's angry too.. angry that they're dancing. Ugh.. that's not the racist part, but it also kind of is.

We have to move because of these new neighbors. My landlord is selling the duplex because these people sit on his lawn. It is actually really rude, though they have gotten better recently. So.. we're kind of fucked. We have 3 dogs and 9 cats.. not really easy to find a new place. And Joe and I don't feel wanted. Joe pays rent, which annoys me. Eddie and Ashley never had to pay rent even though they BOTH had jobs. Joe pays rent and buys stuff for the house all the time, plus gives my mom free Starbucks. He also goes to school. I think what happened was that Joe had a lot of money for a bit and bought some game systems and a new tv and my parents figured that it was unfair that he had all this money and they didn't. The truth is, he sold TONS of shit on Amazon and got around $1000, then he got his financial aid check for around $1000, plus he works. We don't have a savings anymore, so I guess they've done their job.

There's more, but I can't really talk about it because it's not really supposed to be out yet. I think I already fucked up on one thing and I swear to fucking god, if someone gets mad at me for it, I'm going to flip out.

Oh yeah, and I have to have a fucking Masters to make $45,000 a year. Are you fucking kidding me? I don't even have my Bachelors yet. How the fuck am I supposed to ever move out? I was planning on graduating in the Winter, but Stanislaus isn't offering any classes I need in the Summer. Literally, zero Psych classes in the Summer.. not even on the Turlock campus. And I have to get a loan just to pay for Joe to go to the dentist. And.. god, I wish I could just explain the situation, but I can't. And I need a new car. I'm afraid my car is going to die anyday, which is really what's keeping me from taking a class I need in Turlock in the Winter. I just feel a little bit fucked..

I like to complain and you can think whatever you'd like. I'm just feeling overwhelmed, upset, and jealous.

I swear, I'm normally a really positive person. Ugh.. I'm just depressed today. Seriously.. it's rare. Haha.

More complaining: Kris Allen? Really? Fuck you, you fucking Christian lovers.
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